Crumpled up Kleenexes and missed phone calls.

Every now and again I like to play this game where you don't see me for an amount of time. Because it's been awhile since I've kept you in check. Everyone wants to be missed- this is how the story goes. So when I'm at home sick instead of out with my lovelies and the calls pour in, I'd like to think that it's not by default. And I don't think it is.

I self-medicate for social paranoia
(though it seems to be working, there are times when it seems otherwise)

--Lauren

[what was ... what will be]