Because you're tossed onto the side of the road until you're needed again- such is the pattern.

I deal with my hurt by smoking in the rain because it makes you feel stronger and cleaner all at once. It's just easier and more ironic to rely on attaining a sense of consistency from something that's going to kill you in the end. It's the only concrete thing that you have, the only thing that doesn't change its mind sans explanation.

I have yet to meet someone who can make odd numbers work for them

I'm giving in to the thought of marriage because this world was built for pairs

the hard part is finding the exclusive love that I don't like admitting I want

(the sad truth is that I am disposable)

--Lauren

[what was ... what will be]