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needederaseher: And now it's fucking stupid, because at school we keep talking about wanting to fuck his brains out.
needederaseher: Yeah...it needs to stop.
LAmovementisdead: nail him, you're hot, you can pull it off
needederaseher: Dude seriously, Pie and I kept joking about getting so much hetero action this weekend
needederaseher: he was all up in my stuff.
needederaseher: Not that I'm complaining.
needederaseher: It was just like..."Drew, you're gorgeous and hetero, you must have me confused for someone else"
LAmovementisdead: you didddd?
LAmovementisdead: how much action, miss Lauren?
needederaseher: hahah not enough to get me impregnated.
LAmovementisdead: damn
needederaseher: But let me tell you, I was wishing I had some one dollar bills on me.
needederaseher: I was telling my friend Samie about how sad I was about Drew probably being in AA meaning no getting drunk for him
needederaseher: because lord KNOWS I would lOVE to get drunk with that boy.
needederaseher: Fucccck.
LAmovementisdead: mannn
needederaseher: Ok ok- you could totally agree with me on this one:
needederaseher: it's just so much easier being able to be confident and act like you own the fucking world when you're under the influence in some shape or form.
LAmovementisdead: worddd
needederaseher: I mean, yeah, it sucks that it can't be that way sober,
needederaseher: but
needederaseher: until then
needederaseher: it's pretty fucking sweet being uninhibited.
LAmovementisdead: I bet
needederaseher: Because I think too fucking much otherwise.
needederaseher: And I puss out.
LAmovementisdead: haha
LAmovementisdead: same here
needederaseher: But it's awesome being drunk and not giving a fuck and being able to do whatever you want.
needederaseher: Not the most responsible thing in the world, I know.
needederaseher: But
LAmovementisdead: because your excuse is that you're drunk
needederaseher: it's just hwo it is
needederaseher: for me anyways.
needederaseher: Like maybe one day I won't have so many hidden insecurities that I won't have to reach for the alcohol.
needederaseher: But like I said,
needederaseher: until then.
needederaseher: You do what you have to do.
needederaseher: To make you happy.
needederaseher: Even if only temporarily.
LAmovementisdead: hahaha, I love you Lauren

--Lauren

[what was ... what will be]