Gender roles are for the weak.

I was the one who was dancing downstairs, like nothing happened
I was the one who was smoking in the car insisting that I was ok
I was the one who didn't want to stay the night
I was the one who called you on your bullshit
I was the one insisting you had no obligations

next day

I was the one with legs under the blanket
I was the one without guilt in an occupied room
I was the one who didn't want to let you ride shotgun the next morning
I was the one whose first action upon arriving home was to tell you to keep it a secret
I was the one who wanted the act without the emotion

When it comes to sexuality I am not the stereotypical girl.

And I think I hurt the wrong person in the process of doing so.

--Lauren

[what was ... what will be]